The love garden of Jasmine

Had a long long day at work today. -Found out that my access card could not access to any places anymore. (i think it is rather cheesy that the management stop giving me access to places when it is my 2nd last day at work.ha.) -Anyway, was doing what I normally would do, that is, to blog hop and stuffs (it is allowed by my direct manager.hee.) when Farhan called me to go look for him at level 2, as he needed my help (i am located at level 4.) Thus, because of that thing I helped him do, today was my most tiring day at work. Ha. Guess what? Okay, the variety is really wide. That is to help photo-copy a lot a lot of documents. Farhan told me that there is a lot of them, and told me it might take up my whole day. Started doing without really buying that which he told me. Stand > Sit > Stand > Sit (the whole day) My legs are still aching now. =( I never had imagined that I would actually get this tired just by photocopying stuffs. Also never thought that I actually need to rest my

A big thanks to all you who came to encourage me and everything. You know they means to me and that I appreciate them big time. Frankly speaking, it has been emotionally challenging for me these few days. Trying to put my countenance to its best. I felt something, of course, when Pst congratulated all the students as they have done very well on the whole. BUT, I know that He's with me. For those who tried to cheer me up, thanks! I love all of you. It hasn’t been easy and I am prepared that it is not going to be easy in the future. Life is not bed of roses and even roses have thorns. I may not be fully prepared, but I will move on with Him. Preparing for a greater purpose, destiny and challenges & most of all, to have a deeper and stronger relationship with God. Come what may, He is faithful. Amen!

HERE IN MY LIFE HILLSONG Key: B Worship I HAVE NEVER WALKED ON WATER FELT THE WAVES BENEATH MY FEET BUT AT YOUR WORD LORD, I'LL RECEIVE YOUR FAITH TO WALK ON OCEANS DEEP AND I REMEMBER HOW YOU FOUND ME IN THAT VERY SAME PLACE ALL MY FAILING SURELY WOULD HAVE DROWNED ME BUT YOU MADE A WAY YOU ARE MY FREEDOM JESUS YOU'RE THE REASON I'M KNEELING AGAIN AT YOUR THRONE WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU HERE IN MY LIFE, HERE IN MY LIFE YOU HAVE SAID THAT ALL THE HEAVENS SING FOR JOY AT ONE WHO FINDS THE WAY TO FREEDOM, TRUTH OF JESUS BOUGHT FROM DEATH INTO HIS LIFE AND I REMEMBER HOW YOU SAW ME: THROUGH THE EYES OF YOUR GRACE AND THOUGH THE COST WAS YOUR BELOVED FOR ME STILL YOU MADE A WAY

Indeed, today is the day of the results for my O level. I managed to have my eyes tear-less throughout the whole process. I told myself before going back to school that I gonna be strong. I did my best with and for Him. No matter what is the result, I did my best and I am sure that like what Angela said, God have already planned my ways. I know there will be people out there, maybe you who is reading this post who will think that I have wasted my two years. But I lift up my head and gather all my courage and say that I am careless of what you think because that is not my primary concern. I am thankful that I took that step of faith. I thank God at least I tried. I know and I know that I have did my best. He knows. & that's enough. Since the start when I topped my class in my Sec3 normal technical class in 2004 and was given the chance to go Sec3 normal academic in 2005, that I choose that path, seeing all my friends going up to Sec 4 taking their N level before going ITE and I,

I am just here to say that my mum is really cute. Sent me a picture sms of pots and pans yesterday, asked me if I want her to help me buy dinner. Then just now today received a picture sms (that was supposed to reach her friend but she sent wrongly.) of a panda, asking her to rest well. HAHA! Man, my mum is getting more and more high tech now. =) I love Mummy.

Skipped lunch today and I got funny comments. Steven: Jia Si Mi (Calling me and at the same time signaling me that it is time for lunch.) He even told me that he would be here to counsel me if I need any. HA! Joycelyn: The whether is so hot! Why you don’t want to eat? Pregnant? -.- Pauline: Stared at me (jokingly) and said she is very hungry and I am skipping lunch. Jerique: (came up with a lot of random reasons why I would skip lunch) HA. Haha. Next Thursday is my last day at work. I would definitely not delay leaving as I don’t like the job scope, but I would definitely miss these colleagues and friends. =) OH, and Jerique’s early farewell gift on sat – Riding on her motor bike… (I have never tired it before. Ha.) LOL. Met Yan Teng and Ke Ni yesterday and it was great! (Shall upload the pictures from my phone to blogger soon.) Managed to meet and catch up with different people recently. (Sharon, Jaslyn, Jessy, Yan Teng & Ke ni, Mei Juan) Great! More catching up to be done, that w

I treasure TRUST. I treasure UNDERSTANDING. Yes...Both of them goes hand in hand...

my first CG- E33! =) After reading Jessy's blog, I realised that these are some of the people whom I truly miss. **WARNING: It is a long post Joshua AKA Chang Sheng He was one of my first disciplers, in the early years of my walk with the Lord after Siew Ling and Royston. Still remember that we were so close that he asked me if I want to be transfered to the same CG as him when we were sent to different CG, telling me he could request and I remember replying him a no, i will follow where He leads me to (that was when I went to E149 with Royston, WeiShun, Rulan and Hsin Ju.) I still remember that you would bring a BOX of tissue for CG for your running nose. I still remember the days when I used to write a lot a lot of letters to CG members of the CG and he was one of those who seldom reply to my letters. Ha. BUT, there was actually this letter that he wrote to me that caused me to cry and cry as it was really touching. Imagine Jo calling him to tell him about it and he, who did no

When someone tells you that you can’t do something… Look Around... Consider all Options Then GO for it! Use all the things God gave you! Be Creative! In the end, you will succeed and prove them wrong! Always remember.. “When there is a will, there is a way”

3 days have passed. A lot of exciting stuffs which happened over the weekend! -meet MeiJuan to have lunch before service. A nice time catching up with her indeed. (Plus pleasantly surprised after hearing what she said. :P) - fellowship @ the airport. A great one when almost all of us were random. ha. *Thanks Angela for all the encouragements for my Os results. (getting next week most probably btw.) :) -was walking home after alightling from bus from changi airport and i saw someone walking towards me and she is... JESSY PHUA PEI LI! hahaha=) Had a really nice chat at the void deck near my house for a good 45mins or so. &&& yes, Jessy is still as 'man-ly' (she insisted that she walk me to my lift before she leaves.) She puts others in front of her and yeah, thanks Jess!!! Looking forward to more catching up with her later. *winks* so you brought up the past because u think I never learn until now and so normal tone won’t help to convey what you want to say to me now.

5th class of Helpers' Training was awesome. I was asked to lead games, given 5 minutes to prepare. So anways, I really thank Chee Kiong for evaluating my games after that. Man. I must start 'high' and not end 'low'. (The atmosphere that is.) Qing Yan was asked to lead testimony and yeah, well done!=) I was really blessed by the word Cliff shared. Indeed, helpers lives like the HS- Helper while where members are the armour bearer of the leader. This is just a small part of the word which I felt blessed. Was really ministered by the Lord yesterday when Cliff spoke a word of encouragement to us, which was when I felt really blessed. He encouraged those with physical disabilities, those who can't walk long to press on. Cliff prayed for me. Yes, I shall be the gatherer of His people! I shall not be limited by my physical disabilities. Let the weak say I am strong! A leader who leads! A leader who is bold! A leader who is wise! A leader who is daring! The list goes on

Photos for Attributes' Year End Appreciation is out... =) In the bus, on our way there. super cute right? It was when the Attributes Leaders turned heros and heroines. =) Praise & Steven! the crazy reporters. super funny! look at the wig he was putting on with. If only the wig is black. I could borrow it. Ha. He's the man... Funny Man. Ha. look at Robin. Heh. Glad he enjoyed. =) Group Photo. I was somewhere in the middle. LOL. Yessss.... realized that only Praise and Steven's photos are posted up here for the drama thingy? I don't look nice in them. Ha. Oh BTW, Praise was crowned the Drama Queen of 2007! =)

Indeed, had a great time of dinner with My Mum and Jie . Had the usual Pork Chop with Cheese rice, and the ice milk tea (with vanilla ice cream on top of it). Actually saw two other desserts together with Mum's on the tray, so I asked the waiter what's the name for the more appealing one and right after I asked her and looked at the menu, I actually ordered the one which is not that appealing and smaller. -.- Went to the supermarket and that was when I laughed like nobody's business after what Jie said...I literally laughed until I teared yesterday! Jie was asking me to go away, trying to pretend not knowing me while Mum kept asking me to stop it, and laughing herself. But I just couldn't. I continued laughing when we were at the counter and that was when Jie asked me to stand aside to wait for them. Now picture me standing alone at one corner laughing to myself. Crazy woman right! So I decided to joined them back and yes, the laughter did not went away. -.- Thank God!

It rained heavily. It stopped raining. Sun came out. The sky turned dark. Now, 15 mins more to knocking off from office... It is raining super super heavily again! AHH... at least I still have my HK Cafe treat from Jie to look forward to later... =)

Went to CGH yesterday and was attended by 2 doctors, firstly Siska Ferdina Taslim (if the name-tag outside the door belongs to her) and Lim Su Ping Regina. The doc prescribed 5 different kind of medicines, and two of them having 2-3 tubs. Scary. It’s heavy, literally. Ha. So now that I have seen a ‘proper’ doctor (used to go Polyclinics and not apply the medicine regularly. Ha.), I will make sure that history will not repeat itself. (I actually took some pictures of the medicines, I decided not to, as it’s kind of lame and troublesome to upload it into the computer. LOL.) I went to meet Jaslyn after everything. Breakthrough it was. I was in town for like 9 hours or something! Met Sharon at town too after Jaslyn left for another appointment. Ha. It has been a long time since something like this happened as I enjoy going to places like Bugis more. Cheap and nice stuffs there pls. Ha. Let me recap something funny that happened yesterday. *while travelling down to town* Me: Aiya, going bac

HELLO, MISS! (Hello,小姐) AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Yayness! I have just completed watching this Korea Drama. It's a mix of both romance and comedy. It is so nice to me! Though I was the last to finish watching compared to my two sisters. (Ha, it is in DVD- 3 episodes, you see:P) ***** Jaslyn just MSN-ed me... Middle Child Syndrome just sent you a nudge. Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: hey babbbbbbbbeeeeeee Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: =) Middle Child Syndrome says: elloz Middle Child Syndrome says: whrs my pics? Middle Child Syndrome says: lol Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: the pics not w me yet Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: HAHHA Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: expected Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: hahahahaah Middle Child Syndrome says: lol Middle Child Syndrome says: tmr i off eh.... Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: let me see if he is online now Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: I ALSO le! Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: *leh Jasmine;Zukaaririnkitoku says: i took off to go CGH Jasmine;Zukaari

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i am having PIMPLE OUTBREAKS now! :( ahhhhh.. like what I mentioned in my previous post - which was typed in Chinese, it tests my confidence. (having skin problems too) But, i choose to put my comfort in Him... yeah! So 12:30pm is going to strike soon... bye office, hi FIRST CG MTG OF THE YEAR!!! Will be seeing the girls which makes me more excited. I miss fellowshipping with them and stuffs. However, I know and is glad that they are growing... Really, they are such great encouragements to me. :) CNY is drawing near. Last than 1 month. CNY= A season where human becomes pigs? NO. NO. I am so not going to let it come to past! i must control. Yes pls. I so must do so... Ignore me. I'm just a lil more than determined. -.- Have a blessed and fruitful and enjoyable day ahead, everyone!

我真的好高兴，好兴奋。七年后，我总算能出国了。我想这样的心情是非笔墨所能形容的。我好感恩。哈哈，我知道自己已在这蒲落格说要去台湾说到你们都闷，对吧？：P 拿了一天的假，刚去看了POLYCLINIC的医生，主要是为了拿推荐信（便宜８０％野！）,也拿了药涂。下星期一要去CGH看医生，又要拿多一天假。 啊！不能穿短裤出去的滋味非常不好。我的自信一直被减少。：（ 但，但，但 我的耶酥是我的安慰！：） 我相信我很快会好起来。 现在好饿哦！好啦，先去吃一点东西然后去做我应该做的事。 亲爱的朋友门，保重！ ：） 秀慧爱你们！

Just finished doing Xue Fang's Birthday Card. The Attributes team will be celebrating for her this Saturday. Though tired, I am satisfied. :)

Find this picture cute, so decided to post it up. Ha. Started hearing people saying how 2008 is a bad year and all.. Just want to encourage you guys not to deem 2008 as a bad year when it is just the start! Have positive mindsets. We only changes when our mindset changes. GO,GO,JIAYOU, EVERYONE! :)

Decided that I would stay on... Until end of Feb. Told Nisha about it. :) I think I am sometimes too complacent. I must CHANGE my thinking. Yes. Thank God. I can save up more for my trip to Taiwan I can fulfill my BF. I can... I can... I can... All because of Him. Thank You Lord for Your love. Thank You Lord for all the blessings.

Extention of Contract Nisha just found out that my contract is ending this Friday. Asked me if I want to extend until end of February… Should I, should I not? Since I am going to look for a new job anyway, I think I should? However, I don’t like the fact that I will still be here when I get my results. That is when I know people will come ask me about it. I like, not. :( Oh yeah, please don’t ask how is my results because I don’t like to tell everyone who asks me unless you are close to me, or I would reveal in my Blog which I will obviously not, as it is something personal, and kinda confidential to me.HA. (: Appreciate it. Oh well, I guess I still have that very right not to tell everyone who asks me. Yep, that shall be it. My concern seems extra, at least for now. I think I should then? Yep. Ha. Hmmmmm…. let me think over it...

I guess I am still half-awake now. Tired. ZZZZ Had a long day yesterday. Went for Svc with Yin Yin. (A good one as we shared with each other freely). Svc was great too and P Kong added 3 things we should not be distracted for. 2008- A year of greater breakthroughs, and the best year yet! Went for stock-take after service at Attirbutes. True indeed, the more, the merrier. We stock counted in a relatively faster time as compared to the stock-takes in Production. :) Travelled down to Suntec with 3 after that to… meet the rest to have our dinner at food court, then to Ben and Jerry’s, and lastly to Starbucks. It was an ‘oh so sinful’ day for us. Fattening stuffs. HA. Had a total of 17 people. Wanted to order the Giant something… (Forgot what), which is basically one big tub of container with 20 scoops of Ice cream. However, we got 4 Merlionster (?), which consists of 6 favors. We also ordered the four different kind of blended drinks. I think ‘strawberry cheesecake’ favor is nice! The choc

TGIF! The Trip to Taiwan is confirmed ! I am going there from 4-7 March . I am way excited now! TAIWAN TAIWAN TAIWAN TAIWAN TAIWAN! Sorry for exaggerating as it has been 7 years. -Sisters were panicking over my passport (they thought I don’t have one) -Called Mum and she said: oh yes, she doesn ’t have, ask her to make one. -Called them back after 5 or so missed calls and were talking loudly on the phone as they were complaining they couldn ’t hear. -Rina and Rena looked at me because I talked loudly, and later rather relieved after I smiled. -.- - Jie really could not hear me then passed the phone to Jo. -*heard in the background* Jie said: ask her(me) not to pretend HP low batt or something as that was when she asked about money matters. HA. -Got back home and they told me they didn ’t know that I have a passport. -Then asked how come I went to make it(passport) in 2005 and the whole book is so clean, without any stamp. -Answered them back saying… The reason for me applying it was

9 more minutes to go! There and then I will be all ready to dash out of office, to go helpers' training. YAYNESS! I am looking forward to that, as always. Anyways, just received a SMS from Jo that JetStar is having a promotion, for trip to Taiwan too!!! Jie is going to book tonight! Yes tonight!!! After for like 1294272492 days (okay, actually 7 years), I am finally able to go overseas!!! TO TAIWAN somemore!!!! PTL!!! Going in March !!! WOOO!! Ha, and I can meet P Garrick, James, John, Jerry and Rebeca there!!! I can't wait. I am excited. I am so going to enjoy myself there . Snow Ice Mango is waiting for me!!! Taiwan trip spells JOY ! :D:D:D

Spider Web Unbelievable that was. I saw spider webs on Nor Sam’s desk when I was asked to help there. Argh. It is only like 4 days since he went for leave and there is already spider web spotted. Must be the works of spider man. If not, I doubt that the web is formed in such a short period of time. -.-

Just Yahoo-ed and found these pictures. He is the man! Jerry Yan Cheng Xu! Haha. Don’t he just look charming? Very to me! Oh-oh, he is so cute :) I just like the a little shyness plus his wide smile and big eyes. Hee… :D

Counting down to my last day at work – Exactly 8 days. Oh well, some of my colleagues asked if the contract would be extended. All I could tell them was I don’t know. Imagine being hired as an ‘Admin Assistant’ and was told that the datelines could be quite close and uptight at times and in actual fact, I would say it is a almost total opposite. ‘Do you need help’ seem to be my pet-phrase at work while ‘not at the moment’ seem to be the answer most of the time. Easy money you may say, but, this is not what I enjoy doing. So, I will be a little more than happy to go after 8 days. :) Saying of that, although I am counting down delightfully to leave, I will miss some of my colleagues here. They are… Jerique – Man, I was shocked when we first got to know one another, cause that was when I found out that she rides a motor bike. I am amazed later. :) She is also the ‘no link’ woman who told me that no-link is the trend. I guess this is why nowadays, getting responses even softer than the lea

As usual, Dad fetched me to somewhere near CPF Building (Tampines Branch) to take company bus. Saw this school girl on the way to school, that was when I thought that she was late, yet taking time to travel. Soon after, I saw a Ngee Ann student walked past. That was when I remember that school starts an hour later for some schools on Monday. -.- I t feels wierd that I am waiting for the bus to go work while they go to school. Nevertheless, I don't miss school. (but the company of friends and teachers like I always say) =) --- It seems that those quality time (which is still my love language now) we spent is rare now. It seems that we look at each other's short coming a bit more than our positive side. It seems that our relationship could be compared to friends as you don't seem so frustrated when they ask you about your life while you told me it is a long story, and shortly just tell me briefly as it is actually not that long the story, when I asked you what happened when I

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, HUI SHAN AKA EMILY! :) Pictures Taken Ytd In Office HA! I was bored to this extent. taken some other day in office, in the morning. Pictures quite long ago ghostly. what i did to release stress during O's. Jaslyn said I looked like a bird. -. -ha! was in the ferry then. I miss you, girl. love this pic. hahahaha.