The love garden of Jasmine

As the worse presenter of the night yesterday, no doubt I... felt defeated. felt upset. felt disappointed. ... Questions like why am i still giving this kind of standard until now and why I cannot even bring what I want to say across, etc, came into my mind. However, I felt so much relieved after sharing with my beloved Sister, Josephine, about how exactly I felt. She understands it all because she went through the exact same stage I am in now, and that of a even greater measure. Thanks for all your words of encouragement and your prayer. I will press on, no matter what, in Him. I guess I am only human. =) I do have my down times too. However, I thank God that I am past the mountain of backsliding. No matter what, I will press on. I will stick on with Him no matter what! Ken, thanks for your encouraging SMS too. Really appreciate it even if it may not seem so. =) Xianbi, you are the encouraging one! Felt so encouraged as I read your this post. Thanks so much! Extracted from http://co...

A big thanks to all you who came to encourage me and everything. You know they means to me and that I appreciate them big time. Frankly speaking, it has been emotionally challenging for me these few days. Trying to put my countenance to its best. I felt something, of course, when Pst congratulated all the students as they have done very well on the whole. BUT, I know that He's with me. For those who tried to cheer me up, thanks! I love all of you. It hasn’t been easy and I am prepared that it is not going to be easy in the future. Life is not bed of roses and even roses have thorns. I may not be fully prepared, but I will move on with Him. Preparing for a greater purpose, destiny and challenges & most of all, to have a deeper and stronger relationship with God. Come what may, He is faithful. Amen!

HERE IN MY LIFE HILLSONG Key: B Worship I HAVE NEVER WALKED ON WATER FELT THE WAVES BENEATH MY FEET BUT AT YOUR WORD LORD, I'LL RECEIVE YOUR FAITH TO WALK ON OCEANS DEEP AND I REMEMBER HOW YOU FOUND ME IN THAT VERY SAME PLACE ALL MY FAILING SURELY WOULD HAVE DROWNED ME BUT YOU MADE A WAY YOU ARE MY FREEDOM JESUS YOU'RE THE REASON I'M KNEELING AGAIN AT YOUR THRONE WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU HERE IN MY LIFE, HERE IN MY LIFE YOU HAVE SAID THAT ALL THE HEAVENS SING FOR JOY AT ONE WHO FINDS THE WAY TO FREEDOM, TRUTH OF JESUS BOUGHT FROM DEATH INTO HIS LIFE AND I REMEMBER HOW YOU SAW ME: THROUGH THE EYES OF YOUR GRACE AND THOUGH THE COST WAS YOUR BELOVED FOR ME STILL YOU MADE A WAY

Indeed, today is the day of the results for my O level. I managed to have my eyes tear-less throughout the whole process. I told myself before going back to school that I gonna be strong. I did my best with and for Him. No matter what is the result, I did my best and I am sure that like what Angela said, God have already planned my ways. I know there will be people out there, maybe you who is reading this post who will think that I have wasted my two years. But I lift up my head and gather all my courage and say that I am careless of what you think because that is not my primary concern. I am thankful that I took that step of faith. I thank God at least I tried. I know and I know that I have did my best. He knows. & that's enough. Since the start when I topped my class in my Sec3 normal technical class in 2004 and was given the chance to go Sec3 normal academic in 2005, that I choose that path, seeing all my friends going up to Sec 4 taking their N level before going ITE and I,...