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Rushed to Tampines Polyclinic straight after chem paper to look for yes,doc for my face...

sigh... its getting worse and worse! The doc said that its something someone will have on their faces aft having chix pox. but the thing is that i took the vex yrs ago for chix pox and i dont have it till now.. :(((( and i think he said that it grows around the vain area;tts why only the left side of my face has it.. boohoo..i shall be healed in Jesus' name!

:~( but still, i thank God that its not contagious... altho it may look like =.=

or else i could not imagine not being able to go church and sch and stuffs like that!

i don't want to learn to take care of myself thru experiences first,then lessons learnt the next time. yeah man!cant wait,yes really cant wait to put on make up and stuffs..hhaha.. oh wells, afterall i know that i am still beautiful in God's eyes and my true frds' eyes no matter what and appearance is not man's all!!inner is always more more important..(:

and yeah, i was shocked.. i just feel heart ache tt u stopped there and went to the other way.. nevertheless, pls know that i never regretted at all knowing you and being your frd.. all the best in whatever u do,friend!

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