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no longer i but Christ

its not about what i have but its about how i use it;

its not about what i have lost but its about what i gained;

its not about serving for the sake of serving but its really about serving, from the bottom of my heart;

its not about praying just because i need it and i wanna do nothing but ask ask ask stuffs to come to past but its about fellowshipping with my Best Friend, to share my life, pleasures and sorrows;

its not about me wearing hip and relevent clothing on the outside but impure on the inside;

its not always about talking to someone for the sake of wanting to be blessed by the conversation but its always about having the 'skill of listening' to listen; when someone is conseling or having heart to heart talks;

its not about hearing and getting hurt by the hurtful comments by 'friends' but its about releasing every part of that hurt to the Lord and never to let it affect my thinking, our life;

its not about what i do for someone but its about why i do it for that someone;

its not about smiling out of fakeness but its about that genuine smile that shines out of me;

its not about the poor basic skills i have on guitar but its about learning more and be well enough to play worship in my prayer closet everyday;

Its not about my end of road, but its about the journey;

its not about being someone that is so unsercure in myself but its about having that 'mindset of a donut';

its not about my results,but its about the amount of effort i have put into it;
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in the end just to hear You say : 'Well done'...

Dear Lord, if You can use anything, You can use me.
A little in the Master's hand becomes much.
Use me,as Your clay and You the potter.Amen.

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