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oh man, that very same cat to which I mentioned in the previous post was just beside the lift when I left for school this morning & saw it again when I just came home... :( Wondering if it will sing me a birthday song meow-ing all the way on Wednesday. NO pls. that means that I am under its attention so long so that it is able to finish singing me a song. Okay, i am talking quite absurdly here, thinking too much. Please ignore me. Haha.

Jo is giving Kit Wei Bible study now. How I wish I can at this moment give someone and how I wish to serve Him not as a part time but a full time helper. After all the how I wish(s), when I am back to reality, I am glad. I can do all these again soon after my last paper on 13th Nov. It will come soon. Amen! Can't wait, really seriously, I am looking forward to the arrival of that day! Yeah! Tired people changes the world. I rather be stretched more or like never before and change lives rather than the opposite. One life, we choose. How dull or exciting it will be. And I am thankful that I am living in the latter; excitement. Because woo! when circumstances comes, its just so exciting to go through it, knowing we will be growing even stronger after that. Of course, my personal conviction or principle if you would say, is never to go through all these trials by myself but with Him.

God, thanks for loving me. Thanks for loving so much that You will not want me to stay the same. Let me be Your clay, be crafted by you. Amen!

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