credits
most of the times when i share with you;
my joyous moments and saddest things,
the most important thing i am looking for
first is really not solutions, but affirmations.
That everything is gonna be alright, that
encouraging eyes that tells me everything
is gonna be alright or just a
little cheering-me-up kinda stuff...
because to me, giving solutions of what
i can do almost immediately when the
issues is being shared just breaks the communication.
not forever, but for that issue, particularly.
i myself also do not know why am i not
supportive enough, giving you that right
genuine response; one that is from the
bottom of my heart when you share with
me matters at times nowadays too.
i guess we are tired.
tired of getting the same response despite
the effort we put in to change the way we
communicate, which resulted in the wrong
actions we bring across...
results in us acting in a way that we know
we would not be reacting...
having said all, i am angry of myself.
of what, you know it well, and
of me just lip-servicing.
i am focusing now not on the r/s barrier we are facing, but the rainbow after the rain.
when we are each given sufficient time to have our own space, when our r/s is brought up to a whole new higher level.
I know, I know, I know... you are with me and never against me. your frustrations is caused hoping to see the better of me but failed time and time again...which leads to the tiredness, and what not...
you are dear and precious to me. I m sorry. (Meaning it)
I LOVE YOU.
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