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it is kinda crazy when I am still up at this unearthly hour... oh man...
anyway, yes...
i am missing the you in the past... when we would play together like there is no tmr,
when we would laugh together with no worries, and when i would fetch you at the drop off point of your school bus in your lower primary days, when I would go to your primary school to look for you during your recess... all the sweet nothings...
you just have no idea how much we love you... it is way beyond our words (although harsh at times), way beyond our expressions when you do this and that...sometimes i would even ask myself if all the tears and heartaches is worth it...and then i figured that i will not NOT feel anything when it is something that has got to do with you..how to not feel anything, having those things related to you, my brother? This is one thing that I have not mastered, and never ever want to.
I just pray that your eyes would be opened, and that you would be able to realize that all that you are doing is folly, pure folly. I pray that you would wake up, and i believe that if you do, you will be able to excel for your N level.
my dearest brother, i love you, i really do. and no dad, mum, sister would want the worse for his/her son and younger brother.
after all that have been said, i will still and always will, hope for the best for you....you are the deciding matter...
i didn't know that i chose the same fotos when i blogged about my brother last year. Anyway, this is the song which i think is of much relevance, and meaning... =)
Click HERE (and then scroll down) to view the previous post about him...
-------------------------it is kinda crazy when I am still up at this unearthly hour... oh man...
anyway, yes...
i am missing the you in the past... when we would play together like there is no tmr,
when we would laugh together with no worries, and when i would fetch you at the drop off point of your school bus in your lower primary days, when I would go to your primary school to look for you during your recess... all the sweet nothings...
you just have no idea how much we love you... it is way beyond our words (although harsh at times), way beyond our expressions when you do this and that...sometimes i would even ask myself if all the tears and heartaches is worth it...and then i figured that i will not NOT feel anything when it is something that has got to do with you..how to not feel anything, having those things related to you, my brother? This is one thing that I have not mastered, and never ever want to.
I just pray that your eyes would be opened, and that you would be able to realize that all that you are doing is folly, pure folly. I pray that you would wake up, and i believe that if you do, you will be able to excel for your N level.
my dearest brother, i love you, i really do. and no dad, mum, sister would want the worse for his/her son and younger brother.
after all that have been said, i will still and always will, hope for the best for you....you are the deciding matter...
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