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i am totally gone already!! haha.. but just some stuffs that i feel like blogging down... so shall make it a really 'chop chop' one...you know? when you have 'the feel to blog'... haha.

i am v blessed in SOT thus far. :) (Man, i need to buck up in my theology! in terms of remembering what have been taught. and this reminds me of what Ps Phil shared during the orientation day... )

you remember the most and the best when you teach...

YEAH MAN! Through this 5 months of SOT, i do not want to just learn and be selfish... and then in the end i will go like.. eh, what is mentioned ah? but i want to share what i have learned.

and most of all, i tell myself that i do not want to be the same after these 5 months. I want to enlarge myself in all areas of my life...

i love what Pst Bobby said... 'It is thru the MESS that we find the MESSAGE, and it is thru the TEST that we are able to be a TESTIMONY.'

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well well well, amidst the 'buzz in the air' from various close friends(you know who you are huh?haha!), i do not feel exactly good. it is like few months back when i feel this way, and then made a decision to focus until August...the 'you-know-that-this-is-not-right' feeling. This is it. What I am feeling right now... When i am end of myself, it is start of You... Lord, give me the strength to overcome temptations of falling back this trap again. Amen.

not gonna be indifferent but just gonna focus this season... If he is really the one, then he is the one. vice versa... I am lifting it into your hands.. Thank You Jesus!

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ok totally cmi physically le. needa rest... bye!

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JAS~~~~~! I was here (: remember to teach me too okay hee! see ya soon with those teaching (:
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