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He is faithful.

i am sad because the itch (due to eczema is acting upon me again.)
i am sad because i just could not seem to control the itch, and it bleeds.
i am sad and thought it great not to have so fair the skin so that the scars will be made less obvious.
i am sad because i just got news that my paternal grandfather is sent back to ICU due to breathing difficulties, and my dad were told by doctor to be ready for the worse.

but But BUT...

i am happy because i know that my family and friends really encourages me, in this area.
i am happy because i know that God is my Healer.
i am happy because i know that things will change as i visit the specialist tentatively this week.
i am happy because my most beloved grandfather just accepted Christ and has the true joy. He has been strong fighting these sicknesses; his strong will just makes me cannot help but to be proud. You are indeed my Hero, Ye Ye... :)

He is faithful. In all these, I choose to hope and believe for the best. It indeed will! JIAYOU JCSH! :)

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