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well oh wells, hasn't been really updating this space regularly.
me being me, i never buy and like the idea of ranting to you guys the details of stuffs, via this space; esp so when not-so-good stuffs happens.

it is when blogging becomes the last thing that occurs in my mind.

i mean, this is the... love garden of Jasmine. Why would I like to paint it grey?

(side track: thinking of a new URL currently... let's see how it goes.)

these things, are just reserved to the beloved ones, close friends in my life, and nonetheless, my Abba Father. Period

having said this, no worries that i am going thru hardships etc.

i am still the happy me :)

well even if I am...

who don't go thru hardships?

but really, the attitude we carry.

this is the key to the result we will get.

what we reap is what we sow.

self-pity really don't help.

it will help do the opposite thing instead.

no worries too that i keep things to myself.
cos this is also not me. haa.

i talk and can talk non stop when it hits off.

Thankful for the dear friends You have placed in my life

I really am...

it is in You that I am assured that it is ok to be me.

to walk this walk of life, together with You.

tho there are times i feel like mud, You always are there,
assuring that everything is alright... that I am more than
a conqueror in You.

Thank You Lord! :)

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