i noe this is really random TTM.
but we do look different with long and short hair.
(fyi, we both always tend to cut short our hair when it starts to grow
and then comment on why we actually went to cut our hair. the outcome
would then be.... it is too hot.)
(; i m missing my long hair again. great.)
isn't it true? due to the global warming they say, the weather is so hot.
i could just sweat when I walk a short short distance.
well, i can just hope that this will come to a stop soon.
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anyway, i am really thankful for what Rena and Pst Kong had shared.
it was just so in flow...
it is true. that we might be fighting hard, standing strong, laying down our lives
for God. but without the First Love, what then all these implies?
the presence of God was really very strong at the end of the word after svc ytd.
and then I got reminded of the days of my youth. when i was still an innocent regular
primary six student.
Flashbacks of how I used to squeeze thru the crowd to book seats for CG, how I was touched by God, how I had lifted up my hand and what I have went thru with Him filled my mind as I worshipped the Lord. and then I found myself to cry even harder. this is my First Love.
and it does not matters how long am I in church, what am I put responsibility over, seriously. because at the end of the day, it is really my R/S with my Abba father.
stanancy is the enemy of growth. and it is really a neccessity to do a self reflection from time to time... not to be overpowered by all other issues of lives.
at the end of the day, it is not the deeds, but the intention of the deeds.
a time where I pick up myself again, to go to greater heights with the Lord.
when God is first, everything else seems so far.
I just want you Jesus.
:)
:)
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