I am back... firstly, i wanna really appreciate all of you that came down last Saturday. Thanks Bestie for attending the memorial service eventhough you have to rush off, for crying and praying for me, thanks N266 ians [really touched that you guys rushed all the way down to CCK right after service, without having dinner before that...thanks Ben for staying till later voluntarily to help to serve. (:], thanks Cliff, Qiao Fen and Jian Feng , SOT mates, Zixiu , thanks to every single one of you who came down. Thanks for sharing our time of sorrow... also not forgetting all you who sent your regrads through FB , phone calls, SMS -es and even my blog. the greatest comfort i could ever have is that he is saved, really. :) i am going to meet you some day in heaven. i am gonna move on and move on stronger than before. Aja aja fighting !