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Disapointed

I am disapointed.In fact, very disapointed by my prelim results. and as i walked to the bus-stop, i realised something. there were many many countless incident like this that had happened the past six yrs tt I am in Christ. and there is only two ways we go when facing trials and challenges. that is, to go to the negative or to the positive side. and i thank God that whenever I am on the verge of giving it all up n to throw in the towel, He is always there for me, to embrace me and to gimme strength to go on again and again after I first CHOOSING to go to Him and not to the world.

there may be more testings or rather there will be more testings in the future. I am not gg to give in and give up for my Lord will bring me thru all these and i will become a stronger person each time i stand up from my fall. i thank God that He is always with me,to see me thru these times all this while.

its not easy. yet, i gonna press on!

God, take all of me in exchange of all of You......

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