thoughts

i am tearing right now.
i am tired.
i am sad.
my self esteem is affected.
i am not secured.
i dunno how long will all these last till.
i dunno when will it stop spreading...
i feel terrible.
i don't feel like going to work.
i feel like just staying at home.

but...

i know the more i feel this way,
the more positive i gotta be.
having battles in life is inevitable.
nope not trying to be tough here.
but really, to depend on God.
for the strength to move on.
for everything and anything.

really cannot live w/o God,
i know i will be so dead inside out.

fighting my battles now.
and i am more than a conqueror!
need to pray more.

*pls don't worry friends... i m fine....
this is a 'how i feel right now' post...
will be back to post abt the happy things soon.