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i am tearing right now.
i am tired.
i am sad.
my self esteem is affected.
i am not secured.
i dunno how long will all these last till.
i dunno when will it stop spreading...
i feel terrible.
i don't feel like going to work.
i feel like just staying at home.

but...

i know the more i feel this way,
the more positive i gotta be.
having battles in life is inevitable.
nope not trying to be tough here.
but really, to depend on God.
for the strength to move on.
for everything and anything.

really cannot live w/o God,
i know i will be so dead inside out.

fighting my battles now.
and i am more than a conqueror!
need to pray more.

*pls don't worry friends... i m fine....
this is a 'how i feel right now' post...
will be back to post abt the happy things soon.
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Unknown said…
moments might nt be moments of sec,min or hour. However it does have a moment of rest and stop. Rest more, stress less,drink more,think less,share more,but dwell less. My ears are open for you too! Jiayou jas! Recovering is on ur way! Confessing w all my heart and mind! Praying too! Love you! Hang on still! Fm rulan
9:32 AM
Jasmine Cheang said…
Aww... tks Bestie.. :)
11:29 AM
Anonymous said…
we can't help you to cure it but we can help you by giving you encouragement :)

we're born with some flaws but i'm sure your good nature can cover everything.

&& you know we'll always be there for you ^__^ drink more water!!

ALH
3:21 PM
Jasmine Cheang said…
Tks for really being here ALH! :D
8:46 PM
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