The love garden of Jasmine

15th April - Finally, a meet up with AH MA TENG! :) After the last meet up last year, we finally met up again that day! A day after i came back fr KL with Rulan (will post abt the trip when i receive the pics!:P) Firstly, it really felt so good. That I am not required to work and the 'luxury' of shopping around town area in the afternoon, which i normally would be in ofc working... Met Ah ma at Tampines platform and that is when we started to talk non-stop! WOW... everytime we meet, we never fail to be awed by how fast the time past by these years.... it is already 8th year (nonetheless, counting) of friendship and both of us are stepping into adulthood together this year. Sigh.... really dunno what we want to do as yet... Actually had this crazy idea to go Taiwan to look for my friends, ask them to tour me around and etc to celebrate my bdae... but then again, it is the typhoon period in September and of cos, $$$$! and whether erm my leave will be approved... Anyway, i will do...

i guess sometimes such blog post (previous blog post that is) does really helps. help me to learn not to keep everything inside. to feel better. this is one of the very reasons why i love to blog. but of course, it comes once in a while too! cos i reckon, hmm, it will be too emo if every post is like this, no? I am thankful that there are so many dear ones to help me to 打一打气，加一加油. above all, i thank God for strengthening me and always giving me the strength to keep on keeping on. ;) --- WOW! just as i am not doing the count down, time passes by so fast!!! I am 23 days away from Hong Kong Trip!! and 34 days away from ASIA CONFERENCE!!! Cannot wait to touch down the land of Tim Sum, Peking Duck and shopping!!! *Let me first share the 'story' before i share the highlight of the trip... Somewhere late December last year, Belle got to know about this promotion which Jet Star was offering and so she asked Jo and I if we wanna go Hong Kong together in May... As you guys might already ...

i am tearing right now. i am tired. i am sad. my self esteem is affected. i am not secured. i dunno how long will all these last till. i dunno when will it stop spreading... i feel terrible. i don't feel like going to work. i feel like just staying at home. but... i know the more i feel this way, the more positive i gotta be. having battles in life is inevitable. nope not trying to be tough here. but really, to depend on God. for the strength to move on. for everything and anything. really cannot live w/o God, i know i will be so dead inside out. fighting my battles now. and i am more than a conqueror! need to pray more. *pls don't worry friends... i m fine.... this is a 'how i feel right now' post... will be back to post abt the happy things soon.

10th April HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY BELOVED FRIEND, Benjamin!! :) i know this three (left with two weeks now i reckon) is so gonna be =.= for you. but hang on Bro! Everything is gonna go so welll for you!! JIAYOU!!! :) ---------------------- It has been quite some time since my blog is 'interactive'.... so guys, please leave your comments!! If anyone of you do have any idea of where i can hold my 21st Birthdae, and the theme which is not so cliched, pls do leave your recommendations/ suggestions! (except for holding BBQ or Chalet celebrations.. :) nah, nothing's wrong, just my personal preference. hehehhe.) ----------------------------- I am gonna head to KL with Bestie this coming Tuesday! YAHOOOOOOOOO!! finally! the trip both of us are so so so excited over, and looking forward to... I am so so sure that we gonna enjoy ourselves so much there!! :DD xoxo cannot wait! think just must not take cabs there! As the road are congested, by the time we reach there, might as well wal...

hey apple ! (opps i mean people) i m finally back.... firstly let's talk about my work now... hurhurhur! i slowly and steadily got the hang of it. afterall, it is nearly 1/2 year since I last stepped into this ofc. tho there were and might be a lot of incidents where i would roll my eyes over, i guess it is important to focus on the main picture... i really thank God for the grace and strength for my work. i cannot help but to be amazed all over and over again how God moves. but nonetheless.... i know that i just needa improve on the way i organize things. like seriously. if not i will be 'killed' man! Details determines Destiny! yep yep! i will keep on pressing on and do my very best!! aiming to at least get my incentive next month. at least when i put in the spirit of excellence, EVEN if i do not get it, i am happy already. Yep. :) Azreen, if you ever are reading this.... thanks for being my covering officer!! I owe you Chocolate Ice Blended BBT from Each A Cup... really ...